I’ve been doing really bad this past week. To the point where all I am doing is craving food.. bad food. Fucking ice cream and chips and desserts. Whyyyy did I let myself go this week??? I feel so bad. My stomach is all screwy because of the food and my period and because (no comments please) I took laxatives.. hoping to clear some of the digestive system out, but it all just made it worse. And now my belt is tight again and I haven’t been to the gym in almost a week and all I keep thinking is fooooooooooood

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I kind of can’t believe that I’m still not 159. I feel like I should be by now. Granted, not being there yet led me to binge last night.. which doesn’t help my efforts much. All I have left for the internship is the drug screen, I’m going to call doctor’s express today to see if they can do it and have the results by Monday so I can start on time. I need to figure out a schedule for the internship still. I was thinking about Monday and Tuesday 9 to 6 and Friday 9 to 2, but now I’m thinking more Monday 9 to 5, Tuesday 12 to 8, and Friday 11 to 5. Work working that into the work schedule is going to suck ass. Oh freaking well. I feel very melancholy today. Probably from the overeating last night.. which I do have to say, could have been A LOT worse, so I do have to give myself a little bit of credit. Kind of. Sun 11 to 12, shower, work 1 to 5, hopefully drug screen, pf till whenever I’m dead, grocery store, shower again, anddd then it’ll be like 9.. and I doubt my dumb ass’ll go out anywhere. Maybe I will clean my room or get the 3rd fifty shades book. Ohh fifty shades, you do know how to make a girl’s Friday night :)

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Foffosjgngmskxgolsh. Not cool

Despite the fact that I ate over 3000 calories yesterday, my stomach wasn’t in too much pain today, and after my workout I was 161 even :) got my lab procedures book done, went to da dentist, 4 hours of work, and am utterly obsessed with fifty shades of grey. I’m looking forward to tomorrow.. and possibly Friday? Long day of work and then either crazy party or crazy sex with Steve. Hmm. lol

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